Oxygen.

Suffering through a lack of oxygen right now. It`s really difficult to keep fully operational in a room where there`s a fire, it always drains me of any force of will i might have. Kind of annoying, though maybe more so for my company, i am after all quite used to slow, sedated states of being. Listening to a fire is cozy though. Maybe i should record the sounds and listen to them some other time. Listening to those sounds without becoming as slow as i am now would be interesting.

Slow days. Less to do here then previously assumed. Which means that i`ve totally fleeced my sister and brother in law. Which is of course not nice. Though i cannot recall asking for anything beyond the fare.

Well, apparently my burst of enjoyment with self-expression has burnt itself out. This usually happens, and i find it hard to think of anything that would alter it. Now i`m touching on topics mostly related to boredom and that`s hardly worth of even my own note. I had a couple of fun days wherein which i got to test my capacity to express myself in a reckless manner, and it was good fun. The harrowing and exuberant emotional peaks visited in the course of last week are now safely forgotten, and docility is once again fielding its challenge to the idea of wanting to create a person out of me.

My plans keep rolling forward though. Bleh, though the only refinement of that done today was to figure out that i need a coat that costs way too much money. Happy consumerism for the people. Oh well, i`ll be able to afford it someday.

I`m trying to figure out where to take dancing lessons this spring, and which dancing lessons to take. I`m really going to enjoy learning some basic steps, regardless of where i end up taking lessons. Dancing lessons coupled with volunteer work for BIT should yield ample rewards in my day to day enjoyment of life.
Another question is which festivals i shall volunteer for durng the course of 2011. I`m going to have to do either Nattjazz or Festspillene, but which other festivals are there that i`d enjoy being a part of? The problem with these things is that they have a tendency to spring on you in the media just as the festival is starting, which is too late to participate. And i`m not much when it comes to locating such information beforehand by myself. For all i know there could be a calendar somewhere chronicling everything cultural that will happen in Hordaland in 2011, but locating it is another manner. Digital youth indeed! =P