Another day in dismalville.

NO, actually, i`m quite happy. Go figure.
i don`t like writing on qwerty, but here goes.

So. Back to work, which is made tolerable by the existence of at least one perty pretty young lady. The rest of them are all nice persons of course, but it doesn`t hurt to have at least one person in the same age group around to be attracted to. That dialect is pure candy. (I`m really rather worried that i`d only find it as candy when listening to pretty people, i`m shallow like that....) Go superfetch.
But hey, i do need a dancing partner for the spring semester, so i might as well try that approach once. Or several times. Speaking of which, maybe its time to readjust my okcupid-world and see what happens in europe these days.
But I won`t do that right now. The previous evening was quite entertaining in dreamspace. A partial, if respectful reaming of educational institutions is the only part i remember right now, and certain of the forgotten parts were quite exhausting and uncomfortable. But this is why i need a dictaphone. Being able to instantly stream out dream remembrances upon awakening would be pretty cool. So i`ll probably get myself one!
That would up the ante on re-awakening, and hopefully give me even more of a jolt to get up. Which i need less and less as long as i am healthy...

So...much....to...be...engulfed in. But my mainstay is still the Serial Experiments Lain Stand Alone Complex. (At the end of it i pretty much know i`ll be weirded out by the inconsequentiality of it all, but i already have that with reality on some level, so to have it towards my own actions won`t hurt much!)
So, a Shukry Adams on the halfway point, and i`m about to reach rls #100 at kahvi, which brings around discreet. I always did like the name of that release. :)

But the battle is as always on to be the destabilizer/reconstituator, both in realms of the mind and in the socioeconomic ones. Kind of sad really, how much power there is in being a destabilizing agency if you view it as likely that the spoils of reconstruction also fall to you. Oh how i hate thinking related to exploitative/manipulative, short term financial gain. But i can`t exactly see how i could deconstruct the peddlers of it and benefit from their reconstituation. (And it wouldn`t be particularly -humane- to bereave them of their much aggrandized rights (which there seems on their part to be little interest in expanding beyond whichever insider-clique they believe themselves to gain from associating with at present.

Oh well, the best brainwashing Pentagon and the White House can buy. (Which seems to be quite the good one!) Oh how i laughed when i noticed that there was a Bachmann in "The Manchurian Candidate"! :)
Smells like napalm, tastes like chicken.