Daze

Ever had one of those days when you`re just really tired of being acquiescent and respectful in your attempt to maneuver the interactive visual and auditory hallucinatory landscapes you have to peruse before bedtime?
Today isn`t one of those days! At least not for me. Yay. Instead, why not relax with some Varese - Arcana and French pornography. Quite the enjoyable experience. Varese-induced exhiliration is really to be recommended. Let`s hope nobody went bump in the night to the projections existing within my brain at the time.

It might still turn into such a night later on, i guess, it has a tendency to.

Otherwise, yay Ginseng, nay Caffeine.

I`m going to fail my math exam next Thursday, and i`m quite comfortable with that. Another six months until my next attempt, and by that time i will be in possession of a better base both physically, mentally and behaviourally. After that my time living in Sandviken will be up, and what happens then is not currently perceivable for me, but that`s okay. Steady but slow progression is seen on some fronts, unfortunately also the front of how heart&mind wrenchingly scary and imposing reality can be when one experiences it in my manner.

Which is what Edgard Varese`s music and John B. Root`s pornography is there to take my thoughts away from. At least the pornography, it`s more difficult to remain totally calm to music in isolation.


The halleluiah-choir of having a portable music player and easy access to thousands upon thousands of hours of easily searchable classical music is once again manifesting itself in my life. Goodness i`d forgotten how my mannerisms were before my previous player was ruined. Lebensmittel is how such items should be classified. The Golden Compass played with the concept, apparently, never saw that movie but somehow that was pointed out to me.

Too bad if nobody else told Lonnie about Harry though. Go figure.